Monday, June 7, 2010

frustration/joy

it seems as though i am physically incapable of completing the next 2 weeks worth of school assignments. i have been staring at a computer screen for upwards of 2 hours trying desperately to motivate myself to do this homework and NOTHING is working. i thought, maybe it's because my apartment thermostat reads 81 degrees, so i put a fan on...nothing. then i thought, maybe i need to eat dinner, had a sandwich...nothing. then i thought, maybe i need to do something enjoyable first, shopped for wedding shoes online, even found some cute ones!! still, not able to work! in 10 very short days i will be completely finished with school for a whole 3 months, and even the anticipation of clearing my mental slate is not enough to force me into this case study. ah! what to do?

in other news, i got to spend the weekend in san diego visiting my family, including my perfectly amazing, brand-new niece whom i love and miss more and more every day, my sweet fiance chris who i am lucky enough to be marrying in 82 short days (wow!), my dearest friend katie and her wonderful boo cameron who left yesterday for costa rica, and i even got to end my trip with an all-together-too-short visit with the one and only julie baker who played me music of the angels on her harpity harp. i am so lucky.

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